I finished my undergrad. And I couldn’t wait to get out in the real world. Because I needed to do more.
So now I’m leaving for New York because I got this awesome chance to study acting on broadway.
But in the midst of all this I met a guy. And he’s great. He makes me feel beautiful, smart, special, makes me laugh, makes me feel like the only girl in the world. He is so excited for me to go to New York because he knows how great it will be for my career.
But I’m so scared. Scared that when I leave he’ll forget about me. Or we’ll grow apart. I’m scared that the city is going to chew me up and spit me out. I’m afraid that even though I’m chasing my dream it going to run away from me.
I scared of losing what I love.
I love acting. And I love love.
I feel like I’m gonna have to choose between the two. But I don’t want to.
I want everything.